As you can see it in the title, I'm not exactly doing too good right now. Classes are winding down but I am beyond stressed out. I've also been dealing with terminal art burnout and dissatisfaction (I'm currently stuck in the intermediate artist death spiral of "I need to train"<---->"I need to draw", not fun at all)

That combined with work is really draining me mentally

Also truth be told I'm not exactly feeling too hot on the idea of coming back to Discord/Bluesky. I know alot of people are waiting for me to come back, but I get really overwhelmed very easily, and the idea of having to talk to multiple people (some of which I just can't be asked to deal with truthfully)

Makes me want to blow up. I really wish i could delete my entire internet presence and just live alone in the mountains

But too many people like me, so they would be sad

hahaaaaa

Hello everyone

Yeah I'm gonna be quitting art for a bit. I realized I've grown quite an unhealthy relationship with it. And I've lost the passion for the artform; I haven't picked up my tablet in over a month now, nor have I really touched my notebook. I have so many ideas I'm working on, but no passion to draw them

I don't think I'm quitting permanently (cuz who else is going to draw my OCs and stories?l

I just have no motivation to draw for anyone OR myself

I'm sorry for dissapointing you all

Yeah so basically I have not drawn squat in actual weeks now. I think it's about to becomes a month soon. My artwork output has plummeted, as I kind of lost all motivation and passion to draw; I have so many interesting things I want to show you all, but I am help back by my skill level and overdeveloped artistic eye.

I dunno. I just hate being kind of mid :/

In lighter news school has been going great for me. I'm pretty sure I aced my first exams, things are going along smoothly, I got a job, and I'm hopefully looking at some upturn in my life

It turns out leaving social media actually does have some tangible benefit to your life lol

I really do want to make art for y'all man

I just with it was fun, yknow?

Yeah so art has been kinda hard for me to do lately. I have a tonna ideas but that art just isn't arting. Which really sucks! It sucks alot actually

Also has anyone else's Newgrounds "Your feed" not been loading images or...

Hey guys, it's been a while

I'm currently doing alright! Since winter break ends for me in a few days, I've sorta been self-reflecting and stuff; thinking about this semester and how I'll deal with it (it won't be easy! it won't be easy)

sorry if art slows down; I haven't been feeling it that much lately. I kinda feel like I lost my art mojo

Hey everyone here! Just wanted to say that things have still been pretty tough irl (college really beating my ass)

So art might be a bit slow again, sorry ^^;

BUT! Lately, I've been doing this trace rendering thing; where I recieve the WIPS/scraps of my friends and render it

I see it as a win-win because I get to experiment and grow without any consequences. As well as the fact that my friends essentially get free fanart (win win ^^)

I will post some of these soon, so heads up

The sfw ones atleast,,,

Just so y'all know I might be a little slowly when it comes to doing art here

classes are sorta kicking my ass rn and I really need to focus and ace them. I'll try to aim for a drawing ever Thursday/Friday if I ever get the time to

lately I've been experimenting with my style and have been trying to get more crunchy/pixely with my art (as well as messing with heavy shadows

So if the next few pieces look kinda rough and wonky, you know why ^^;

Hey chat

I'm gonna be trying to draw more often so I can upload much more here. I wanna really develop my art style and my skills as an artist

Let's make this the best we can ^^