As you can see it in the title, I'm not exactly doing too good right now. Classes are winding down but I am beyond stressed out. I've also been dealing with terminal art burnout and dissatisfaction (I'm currently stuck in the intermediate artist death spiral of "I need to train"<---->"I need to draw", not fun at all)

That combined with work is really draining me mentally

Also truth be told I'm not exactly feeling too hot on the idea of coming back to Discord/Bluesky. I know alot of people are waiting for me to come back, but I get really overwhelmed very easily, and the idea of having to talk to multiple people (some of which I just can't be asked to deal with truthfully)

Makes me want to blow up. I really wish i could delete my entire internet presence and just live alone in the mountains

But too many people like me, so they would be sad

hahaaaaa